In all this chaos, we found safety.

workk

2012-02-09T13:08:00.002+08:00

LAST POST WAS 1ST DECEMBER 2011.

TODAY IS 2/9/2012.
blogging from my workplace because I have nothing to do!!
I've been playing games from the laptop.... watch dramas.....
you jelly?
:P

SOMEONE JUST COME IN ALREADYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
i am bored.

nehmind shall continue studying for my BTT =.=
................................................

this is boring,,,, someone pls come in i wanna talk. :(

Viral infection (N)

2011-12-01T03:02:00.004+08:00

A's finally over since 2 days ago but the irony is...

I FEEL SO BUSY NOW.
why you ppl no let me off~~
I wanna stay at home and rest ;smil (lazybum)
BUT NO I CANNOT MISS THE FUN!!!

AND I FELL SICK DURING MY LAST PAPER, TALK ABOUT LUCK!!!!
idk if i should feel happy or sad? :/
Happy because, well it's the last paper.. Sad because i cannot enjoy my "freedom" straight away~
HURRY UP AND RECOVER, I JUST DUN FEEL SICK IN THE DAY BUT THE PAIN STARTS TO KICK IN IN THE NIGHT WHICH EXPLAINS WHY I AM TYPING ALL THESE IN THE WEE HOURS.
I MAKE NO SENSE SO EXCUSE ME~~
Oh yea, then i should have REQUESTED FOR ALL DROWSY MEDICINE INSTEAD OF JUST A FEW.
damn

Oh manz,
I HAVE TO DO THIS AND THIS ;heh
I HAVE TO DO SMTH FOR MYSELF TOO
OK BUSY BEEEEE~
Let me just buzz off now..

Bzzz...

Fml?

2011-11-28T11:34:00.005+08:00

Damn, my neck feels awfully painful particularly the throat area..
Its not the feeling of sore throat..
It's like the feeling of sprain?
Idk how to describe k but this feeling sucks, i'm in pain and i don't feel like eating. Wtf

Oh fuck, why do this to me before my paper :(
Fml.

I CAN'T FIND MY ERASER AND I AM VERY PISSED TO ADD ON TO THIS PAIN THAT I AM GOING THROUGH WITH NOW
WHERE DID IT RUN TO!!! GRRR.
Dont you hate it when an eraser always run off on it's own???
KAY FML AGAIN

2011-10-22T18:39:00.001+08:00

SO WHUT?

YOU ASKED WHAT COURSE I'M INTERESTED.
i said.
AND I GOT ATTACKED LEFT RIGHT UP DOWN.

Grandmaaa why you do this to me too :'(
At least mom's understanding.
Sigh.

2011-10-15T15:36:00.000+08:00

OMFG MY GRANDPARENTS ARE SO CUTE!!!

Oh god XD Love them ttm!

Yes you, stop it.

2011-10-14T23:02:00.003+08:00

There's certain food people can't take.
There's certain things people can't take.
And there's certain people we can't take.
There are people whom I can't stand.. Yet I don't really show it.
Patience is a virtue.
I'm just glad today is today. Tomorrow will be a better day..

Grad day was nothing really special. To me, graduation day should be a joyous (something which we would be looking forward to) event yet today was a rather emotional one. First, Ms Ku wasn't around which made the whole atmosphere weird.. Second, the whole ceremony lasted for nearly 4 hours.. Third, the mood wasn't exactly there (for me). It just doesnt feel like a grad day. -.-

What's worse? Today was totally ruined by ____. waste of my time.. I really need to stop being bothered by ____.
Control bah.. Must learn to self discipline myself.. :-) (FAV EMOTICON NOW @angelluff ;-) heh.)

At least grad day would mean the day i won't be able to see eye-sore people~ like yay finally. Sad thing is, i can never have my class to get together with ms ku teaching us in front of our home room. :-( sucks.. But yea. Opportunity cost. I'd rather not see eye-sore people. :)

Kk. Gotta study hard and mug like a mad dog.
No kidding. .-.
All the best for fellow graduates taking A's this year :)

Over.the.limit.

2011-10-04T18:49:00.005+08:00

SERIOUSLY WHAT THE F**K IS WRONG WITH THAT BITCH?
ALSO KNOWN AS THE JJJ HAHAH. SHIT I JUST SAID THE CURSED 3 LETTERSzxz.

YOU ARE SERIOUSLY A BURDEN TO THE SOCIETY. JUST WARD YOURSELF INTO IMH PLEASE. EXTRA BED ONLY!!! FREE! transport provided leh. I can throw 10cents in ur (face) to let u make public call!!!!!!!
YOU ARE A USELESS PIECE OF SHIT. OH WAIT.. YOU ARE WORSE THAN A PIECE OF SHIT YOU BITCH.

YAY I WONT BE ABLE TO SEE UR FK FACE ANYMORE. JUSTICE.

GUESS WHAT BITCH? I WIN THIS TIME!!!! LALALA I SHALL SEE HOW U SCORE FOR PROMOS. MIGRAINE? YESSSS!! fail plox. Since you like to disturb us whenever we have a test!!!!!! WOOHOOOOO.

Yay for blogger for me to rant like a BOSS.
Ps i feel damn shiok scolding IT today. But i felt dumb at the same time as i felt like im speaking to a retard??? Stand there like a block, wanna be statue is it? What? Statue Of Migraine Queen???? -.-

Disclaimer: this blog entry is soley for that someone as mentioned above. Any others known as jjj is just purely coincidental!
Typing this out may cause consequences which i dont really care because some people just dont learn. At least I am still not disclosing the bitch's name ok. But who cares, most of you should probably know already.

Yes, we can. :)

2011-10-01T22:09:00.008+08:00

Hheee. I'm feeling all hyped up because we are nearing A Levels already! Can't wait for that day to start :D idk why but I'm feeling so excited for the a levels suddenly. ;) this is not sarcasm ok! I JUST WISHED IT COULD START ANY SOONER AND END ANY SOONER ^^

8th November. Seems so far away. :/ but the time left is soo precious now! We should not waste any unnecessary time this instant (onwards)! The time wasted could sum up to the time needed for a topic revision. So people, cherish the time well!!! :3

The final lap..
Let's do it ;) for yourself.
Don't fret, because it is something we have to face and end it nicely ourselves.
You don't want to walk out of the examination venue feeling helpless right?
Cause I don't. I wanna walk out of every venue smiling to myself yo!
Let's just Mug hard for this final ordeal. :p

Ps: People who are falling ill, take care of yourself and take more Vitamin C can anot?! Drink loads of water yo!!!
On the side note, I am gonna start my freq. chicken essence "diet" soon. Mama said it'll help in greater brain boost :p

Feel motivated.Feel the pressure.How ironic.

2011-09-19T19:45:00.000+08:00

Haiyo. Drafted my prev post..
Nothing much recently..
Sigh

Sick.

2011-09-09T21:47:00.001+08:00

Ah shit. Just vomitted. -.- threw up my dinner. Zzz
Been ages since i vomitted.

I feel sick. My head is so painful..
I need help.

2011-09-04T19:52:00.002+08:00

I was damn pissed with myself just now in the afternoon. -.-
Nonetheless, shan't elaborate any further because I have only myself to blame. -.-

So today after tuition, i went to my granny's house. Met my sister at Srg mrt stn and took the train to Hougang stn.. Before heading to my granny's house, we went to hougang mall to buy some snacks. We bought 2 茶叶蛋 & tutu kueh. After which, we took a bus to my granny's house. Before going up, sis and i decided to stay at the void deck of the block opposite to my granny's house cause we know that if we were to bring the food up we might get nagged at. :p So we sat at the void deck chess table and started our picnic. We were really afraid to see any of our relatives especially my grandmother or grandfather.

After about 5mins of settling down, my sis suddenly said , " what if gong gong suddenly comes down ah?" and i was like "oh shiiit. -.- " then she suddenly gave the omg face cause she saw an elder man that looks like my grandpa walking towards us . After that we burst out laughing.

Then she suddenly said, " what if da jiu suddenly comes down ah? " and then i gave the "impossible" face, then suddenly a middle-aged man approached us which scared us cause he looked like my da jiu .__. So i told my sis , i think you shd just shut up before we really see one of them. Much to our relief after finishing our picnic, i suggested going to the "mama" shop and buy some drinks before going up. So we walked back to the mama shop, purchased some sweet and drinks and then walk back to my granny's house.

Suddenly my sis shouted, " EH POPO SIA. " i was like "so lame where got so qiao one" then we saw this elder lady walking from a distance away from us and she had already walked pass the area we had our picnic just now. We were like "wa heng we already zao to mama shop lucky we didnt sit there and chat :p if not sure kena liaooo hahaha" :x hehe after that we shouted for my grandma but she was too far away. Hahha.

Thought that it was rather funny because well it was the first time we're hiding from my grandma / relatives and picnic at the void deck area :p lucky never kena caught hahaha. :D

K i shall continue to be very pissed with myself for this afternoon's event till i...
Piss out. :p
Kthxbye!

2011-08-30T11:06:00.002+08:00

You think you know me,
But in fact you don't.

I am someone with little words when it comes to expressing my feelings..
I care for someone in a different way..

I hide how i feel about people.
I dont talk much to people whom im closest with.
But i care most for them.

I always have negative thoughts but i'm trying to be optimistic.

Oh well. Thats just me.
Take care and seeyou soon :)

SCRABBLE SPREEE

2011-08-29T00:48:00.002+08:00

SO I TRIED TO INFLUENCE PPL TO PLAY WITH ME THE SCRABBLE APP TODAY AFTER LANA INTRODUCED IT TO ME LAST NIGHT. AND IM ALR ADDICTED TO IT.
PLAYED W TK TODAY IN THE AFTERNOON.

WANTED TO ASK ANGELINE TO PLAY WITH ME BUT SHE HAS A HOMEWORK RESEARCH TO DO TODAY :((
AND I GOT SHARON AND MENGX TO PLAY WITH ME! & NOW I'M PLAYING IT WITH THEM :D
EPIC TTM.

CENSORED WORDS ON THE PLAYBOARD HAHAHA.
HAVING SUCHA GOOD LAUGH NOW.
ENTERTAINING. HAHAHA.

ANYONE WANNA PLAY SCRABBLE ? HAHA.

On the personal note: MYWRBSAS! xoxo. DONT BOTHER DECODING MX. LOL

MDMMPBS:) x3

2011-08-26T18:26:00.001+08:00

Mom is going to bangkok on tuesday!
Bon voyage! & Enjoy your trip!! :D

On the side note, prelims' over! So it is time to partehhhhh..!
Im kidding.
Gonna get IT from my results :/

Long weekend ahead!
Have a great weekend everybody!! ;)

2011-08-16T18:02:00.002+08:00

"Constipated people don't give a crap."
How true, felicia.

On a side note.
10 more days to the end of prelims.
84 more days to first A level paper.
105 more days to last paper!!

Bias optimist ;)

YESHHH PART 4!!

2011-08-14T23:07:00.004+08:00

Enough is enough.

I really think you're NOT stupid. YOU ARE CRAFTY, CUNNING AND SMART, YOU KNOW THAT?
OH NO YOU DONT.. CAUSE YOU THINK YOU ARE STUPID. BUT YOU'RE ACTUALLY SMART AND YOU THINK THAT YOU ARE AN INNOCENT AND CUTE GIRL. BUT IN FACT YOU ARE SO DUMB THAT I THINK YOU ARE SMART.
(sarcasm/)

K inception attempt failed.

But seriously. Nice play. You like attacking people at the BEST MOMENT!!!!!! *CHEERS*
SAY HI TO PRELIMS IN ONE MORE FREAKING DAY.

LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING..
You're trying to attract attention eh? Sure no problem. But you ain't attracting ours.
FYI. You do not exist in our world anymore!! :D

Hey wait.. So what's this post for anyway? And who am i referring to again?!?!
TO MARK TODAY AS THE DAY THAT YOU'RE OFFICIALLY NOT EXISTING IN OUR WORLD.

PS: 14 AUGUST IS AN IMPORTANT DAY TO ME. cheers. Oh wait i think maybe it was earlier than 14.. Who cares ^^ (insider joke btw)

Lalala. Sorry i have to use all these words (dumb, stupid). :D i guess im stating facts. no intention of offending anyone except for SHE-WHO-SHALL-NOT-BE-NAMED. Oh well you know who :p

2011-07-27T18:59:00.001+08:00

Definitely my downfall..
what am i waiting for.

need to stop, :(

yeap. tonight's the night. :P

Weirdo pt3

2011-07-21T22:39:00.003+08:00

Weirdo pt3 is up.

I dont know how im feeling right now.
Its lies after lies.
Just spoke w Reb on the phone. Think im really going crazy soon..
I'm scared. Everything is getting more out of hand.

I have an even more interesting story to share in class tmr again:/

2011-07-18T23:15:00.003+08:00

" I died even more when Snape casts expecto patronum during the talk with dumbledore .."

no more weirdo part 3 :p i shall really think about everything again. Yes.. BACK TO MY ANALYSIS.. *draws tree diagram*
Heh I'm kidding :P

kbye.

[edit] hehe. I just drafted a blog post. Thought there's a need to say out cause.... Its the first time im drafting something meaningful :P dont worry.. Its not about weirdo pt3.. Its about.... hmm uhhh.

You really think i'd say out?!?
Well..
Maybe
Perhaps
IDK
TBH ;)

Stay tuned.

<3 nightss.

Weirdo? Pt2.

2011-07-17T00:54:00.003+08:00

WHY AND HOW DO PEOPLE LIKE YOU EXIST?
YOU DONT UNDERSTAND AT ALL?
ARE YOU DUMB OR DUMB?
GUESS YOU'RE DUMB.
Seriously what kind of retard are you. -.- GRRR. I REALLY DONT UNDERSTAND WHY YOU DONT UNDERSTAND.
I CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE. I WILL SCOLD THE HELL OUT OF YOU IF YOU CARRY ON WITH YOUR STUPIDITY. AFTER ALL THAT I'VE SAID, THOSE WORDS DIDNT SINK IN HUH?

IM SUSPECTING YOURE WEARING A MASK THAT CONCEALS YOUR TRUE COLOURS. I MAY BE WRONG BUT I CANT STAND YOU LET ME TELL YOU. STOP DOING THIS TO ME I HAVE AN IMPORTANT YEAR AHEAD. I HAVE NO TIME TO TALK TO DUMB PPL LIKE YOU OR EVEN LISTEN TO YOUR CRAPS. YOU.ARE.THE.SECOND.PERSON.THAT.MADE.ME.THIS.ANGRY.IN.MY.JC.LIFE! Most ppl should know who's the first. Well.. Maybe i think you're worst than the first. Cause you dont seem to understand?????????????

GOH TOOK KEE. THAT PERSON IS VERY WEIRD RIGHT?!??? CAN YOU FEEL HOW ANGRY I AM RIGHT NOW!??!? MY BLOOD IS LITERALLY BOILING. I AM TOO YOUNG TO HAVE HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE.. T.T JIU MING AH. I REALLY FEEL LIKE SCOLDING THAT PERSON. HOW?! ZZZZZ.

Weirdo?

2011-07-16T00:06:00.005+08:00

OK WTF JUST HAPPENED.

YOU'RE TELLING ME ALL THIS SHIT AT THIS POINT OF TIME,
SO DO YA EXECT ME TO BELIEVE OR SYMPATHISE WITH YOU?

I REALLY HATE IT WHEN SOMEONE TEXTS ME AND SAYS I HAVE GOT SOMTHING TO TELL YOU, FACE-TO-FACE, SERIOUS
AND THE NEXT THING HE/SHE REPLIES IS "NVM I TELL YOU ON MONDAY. FORGET WHAT I SAID. GO SLEEP."

LIKE ARE YOU SERIOUS? JUST STOP KEEPING PEOPLE IN SUSPENSE? FORGET ABOUT IT?! ARE YOU @&$@"!'%^*£>%}
WHAT I MEAN IS I DONT MIND IF MY CLOSE FRIENDS SAY THAT TO ME, BUT IF YOURE SOMEONE WEIRD OR IM NOT CLOSE WITH/ OR I STILL DK YOU WELL AND YOU SUDDENLY TEXT ME THAT KINDA MESSAGE, YOU JUST TRIGGERED THE ALARM, MATE.

THIS IS DIRECTED TO THAT SOMEONE. THOUGH YOU MAY NEVER GET TO KNOW THIS POST'S DEDICATED TO YOU, I STILL HAVE TO SHOW MY UNHAPPINES TOWARDS THIS INCIDENT. BEAT AROUND THE BUSH AND I'LL BEAT YOU UP LIKE A PULP :@
As much as i really wanna write out who that person is, i think i shouldnt. But srsly i dont give a damn whether the others think you're nice or what. There's a limit to everything.

Your actions, are they even real? Ok i shouldnt judge. I have no rights to. Someone (B) told me about you, i believe her and so i choose not to judge. I really dont know if all the stories were fabricated by you but what i know is i can believe B and I trust her..

As much as i really appreciate this friendship, this is too much. I dont think it'll be easy for me to trust you again.
Now, I dont even know when i am facing the real or the fake you.
This kinda incident has never pissed me off that badly until today.

Call me petty for i do not care because i might be one. Try putting yourself in my shoes and see how you'll feel.
Try getting messages like this when it wasted 1 hour of your sleep. Its 1am now.
THANKS SERIOUSLY FOR WASTING MY TIME.

[edit] ps: i know i could have ignored that person, but considering th fact that that person is a friend, (no matter how weird he/she can get), i'd still reply.

2011-07-11T23:42:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow..
Might..
Just
Be
The
Worst
Day
Of
School
Life...

Be
Prepared.
For i know we're not at fault :))

*fingers crossed*

2011-07-08T02:36:00.007+08:00

OMGOSHHHH. HP PREMIERE!

I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE LAST FILM NOW! DAMN!! THE WAIT IS KILLING ME

WELL IF YOU'LL EXCUSE ME .. FOR ITS RUPERT'S SPEECH NOW...

DID HE JUST SAY "I LOVE YOU" TO EMMA!!! ?!? OH NOO. are my ears playing tricks on me?!?!?!
GDXLXJRBZNDKSJEOEJDJCOODPCOXDK

LOVE IT.

AHHHH. ANGELINE!!! WEAK AH! ;) HEEHEHE. I SAW DARREN CRISS :D
WOOHOOO

[edit] WHAT THE?! JUST LIKE THAT ?! ENDED ALREADY!!?!? WHY I NO SEE RUPERT AND EMMA MOMENT AT ALL!! aww.. All te speeches made me :(
It's been 10 years.. I'm gonna miss everything about Harry Potter :( Sigh. Emoz.

Ok it's time for bed ^^ time check: 3am! :P IT'S WORTH THE SACRFICE OF SOME SLEEP HOURS. AFTERALL IT'S FRIDAY FRIDAY ~~ *starts playing Rebecca Black's Friday*
7 more days!!!! <3

Don't blame me if this post doesn't make sense :P you must understand.. It's 3am hehe

2011-07-06T01:02:00.002+08:00

DAMN I NEED TO CONTROL MYSELF.

NO. I DONT CARE IF THERE'S SCHOOL TOMORROW.

I NEED TO STAY AWAKE TO FINISH EVERYTHING.

THIS IS PURE TORTURE T.T

NOOOO.
LKFDSHFLKSNAF

2011-06-18T18:07:00.002+08:00

Infect me with your love and fill me with your poison.

2011-06-15T23:18:00.001+08:00

WHAT IN THE WORLD IS WRONG WITH SINGAPOREANS THESE DAYS?

;(
EMO.

Yishun. 10/06/11

2011-06-12T01:41:00.004+08:00

So recently I started playing maple just to help my sisterr..

& during this whole game play, I met this girl named Yishun. Thought it was fate, I went to talk to her, cause I found her name's hilarious! Who the hell will name themself that?! And cause yishun had so much meaning to me so I went to disturb her ._.

The funny thing is she lives in yishun and hence the name. She lives near yjc too! Maybe I've seen her before :0
Maybe not.

But oh well. The main thing isn't this. I took the first step and disturbed her by saying "Eh you yishun, I bishan ah! LOL" and cause her level is high, I thought she wouldn't be bothered w a noob like me! But instead she started joking along w me! In the end, we chatted as if we were some long lost friend!

Then We started to play around. Play as in train la! She trained me etc. Then we did party quests tgt! Very fun, because nobody would want to do party quests cause it's boring! Except her! Then we lepak everywhere! Chatted and aww. We became really like close friend now..

But all good things come to an end. She said she'll be quitting maple tonight, cause she needs to study (btw she's in poly year 3) ! After she said that, I shouldn't be feeling anything because it's nt as if I'm playing maple as well. But the problem is.. After she left and quitted, I felt sad! LIKE I JUST LOST A VERY GOOD FRIEND :'( IT SUDDENLY BECAME SO QUIET IN THE GAME! I always disturbed her by calling her aunty (reminds me of huyen and sinyi. Awww) And then she will like "nag" at me and ding zui. WE BICKER LIKE OLD FRIENDS. its like we aren't afraid to scold each other / insult each other / self praise ourselves .__. ok maybe it's just me. I shouldn't be bothered about this in the first place... But sigh. I treasure my friendships. Even if I do not know the person in rl. Or the friendship lasts only 3 days? Ahh.

The thing that made me even :( is when she sent me freaking long message before she left and quitted. Like hello?! Who would ever do that?! Plus we only know each other for 2 days? :( kk. Even my bro feels sad! Like cause he did the party quest with us as well! :( I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE! lol! Sighhhh TTUM! okok. Think I'm crazy. Sad about some imaginary friend or an Internet friend that I may never ever get to meet.

I hate this stupid feeling.
Maple will be my downfall.
I must stop before I'm deadmeat for this year.
Trust me. I will slap maple away till nov! :P LOL. Maybe I will see yishun again by then?!
till then my friend...
Ok ignore me ;) I think I'm mad!!! Awww. You can't understand mad ppl like me!!!! :(

On the side note,
I'm so not looking forward for NVM later. Can't take it, I know I can't. But ima try anyway! I need lots of luck for later.
Long day ahead!
Jiayou! :) <3

2011-06-04T18:26:00.000+08:00

...
Sad. They are all scars now. As I look at them, I regret. Am very sad :(

2011-06-02T23:57:00.003+08:00

I'll definitely go back to you after at least 5 years from now.
I promise. :)
5 years.. And the highest tide will come down, that's when I'll be there again :) thank you for the amazing two years, but maybe it's time for a break. 5 years.. Wait for me and I'll be there again.. :) I definitely will return to you one day.. :p
I love those days. It was a pity, I didn't know how to cherish.. The next time. I will! ;)

P/s: It's definitely not what you think it is. Yor first instinct is definitely wrong :p

Regretted. Devastated. Cherished.

2011-05-26T01:15:00.001+08:00

I AM SO SORRY!!! :(
I will never do it again.. I will not.. :)
It's too late? I hope not :(
Please..
I learnt my mistake.
Come back to me?

:'(
I'll cherish . I really will. No more repetitions..
<3
till then.

The broken news..

2011-05-22T01:24:00.002+08:00

Spamming glee music videos on mio tv now..
Thinking about the past..
Sigh.

It hurts so much to know that you're not here anymore..
May you be happy in where you are right now...
God bless.

2011-05-12T22:24:00.000+08:00

Something epic happened during study session just now. I can only say...

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! Allow me to die from laughter.

Bang once - nvm.
Bang twice - YOURE STUPID!
-Sin Yi
HAHAHAHAHA.
K. Just another redundant post with a hidden meaning!! Muhaha.

Kbye!

2011-05-07T21:34:00.000+08:00

Today might just be the day that will change my life completely..

2011-04-28T23:21:00.003+08:00

Seriously? Stop giving shit at this point of time.

Human's nature- easy to feel, difficult to understand.

Fuck. Why do people like you even exist?
I'm trying to learn. I'm doing my best. Why the fuck are all this shit happening?

Sure it's not last minute? Why? Can someone tell me?

This is very frustrating. Yet I need to control myself.

Hypocritical much?

Freaking angst now! Nobody whom I CAN trust anymore -.- not even you.

Anyway.. It's fatexz, I saw Shi Ting on Tuesday and today I saw Louise! ^^ so nice to see them again.. Especially the hug from Louise! HAHA! Meet up soon!! :)

2011-04-25T13:03:00.000+08:00

fuck my life seriously.

"People will hate you, rate you, break you and shake you. How strong you stand is what makes you."

how words really mean..

2011-04-03T22:32:00.004+08:00

hahahaha. Hi Ong Shi Ting. I know you're here! :D

Anyway, yeah, for some god-damn-who-knows-reason, i've been feeling rather moody these days. Like nostalgia will start kicking in everytime i'm alone. haha. emooo.

ANYWAY, yeah thanks to the awesome people around me, i need to tell you guys that i am fine!! Sorry to Meng Xuan for throwing my temper (?) at you or showing you attitude. I've bad temper these few days. Argh. you might not feel that I'm being rude to you but i think i was. So yeah. I am sorry :(

Oh yesss. Ong Shi Ting. I miss you alot, many many. Argh. It sucks to grow older. Why can't we just stay like the secondary school life!! Sometimes, I really miss having you in my class and competing with each other on who will get higher for Maths!!! :P I really missed those days. I am lying if I say I do not miss Seconday School life. Nostalgia always kick in, and I always think about you!!! Sounds like a lesbo but yeah, you know i treasure this friendship! You are my best friend since sec 3 (end sec 2?). I MISS YOU. hahaha. although after o's we got into different school. and we barely had time for one another! But i really missed those days. I hope you still remember those days where we sat together in class and always laugh at random jokes that only me & you understand! :D

We're cool just this way.

Yeah, so really thank you to the people who sent me sms and concerning about me! Esp Meng Xuan and the little late sms from Shi Ting. Aww. Still touched nonetheless :( Really happy to receive random text from friends whom i've regret not having the time for. :/ It just makes me warm and fuzzy in the inside whenever i reads them. aww.

Yeah, idk what's wrong with TK! But hope everything's alright for you!! :S See you on monday, buddd.

Signing off` peace.

True friend

2011-03-28T22:17:00.003+08:00

What the buckkkkk. I really really really dislike you now after what happened tonight.

You really are superficial like what the others said. You only consider yourself. Try putting yourself into somebody else's shoes! Damn it. Seriously.. All this while.. I am wrong. I should have listen to the others advice. Your incorrigible behavior just turns me off -.- so much for treatig you as a friend. You're makin me doubt the true meaning of friendship..

So much for trusting you :) now I really believe what A said the other time. :/
So many times I've given you chances to explain yet so many times you failed to honestly tell us the truth.

You place fame over friendship. You should treasure your close friends well and not suck up to the others for fame.
Guess what A told you didn't work out huh? You really need to reflect. I really do not want to believe what the others say about you but you left me with no choice to believe.

After some 4 years of knowing you, this day finally came, enlightening me into what a person you truly are.
Stop back stabbing. It's the 21st century, stop being nice to me when you know all you want is just popularity. Stop using us as an excuse. Just stop your nonsense. It will dawn upon you that what you're doing now will never bring true friendship anymore.

A true friend nevers talk bad about their friends behind them. A true friend is someone whom stands up for your rights when someone badmouths about you. A true friend will never mock you (in a disturbing manner) with someone else. A true friend is one who will always be there when you need someone.

I thought you qualify the above good qualities as a true friend but I was so wrong..

Thanks for making me so dumb this few years. Even though we might not be really close now. But I am still flabbergasted by the fact that after what the other have said about you, I chose not to believe.

Call me dumb, I'm fine with it. Maybe I'm just gullible? But well, no. I really really am upset with myself :/ ahh. Maybe not.. Well maybe a little?

Trust like I said, can never be attained easily. Trust costs more than what you are willing to pay for it. You wanna buy it? Earn it first!

/close friends.no.more. Sorry A and co. for not believing what you guys said initially :/

2011-03-27T23:53:00.002+08:00

AHH. I get fucking annoyed whenever my study room is messy. ZZZ
HOW CAN ANYONE STAND THE ROOM IN A MESS? I KNOW SOME OF YOU'RE OK WITH IT. BUT I FUCKING CAN'T STAND IT.
MY SIS LIKES TO PILE HER BOOKS/NOTES ON THE TABLES WHICH FREAKING ANNOY ME TTM. ZZZ. Can you imagine working on a table with a pile of books / notes piled up? How freaking annoying can it get man? Seriously.

I really hate an untidy table. ZZZ. I already told my sister to pack the room so many fucking times but to no avail. Her pile of books and notes are still left there. I really feel damn annoyed and pissed with her everytimes she said , " yes ok. I will pack." but what and why the fuck is the pile still there when you promised you were gonna pack?!?!?!? So many bloody weekends have passed. Stop giving lame excuses.

The weather of Singapore makes things worst -________-

Messy table + hot weather = fucking irritated.

Sorry about the rant but I really had to let this out. it gets extremely irritating most of the time.

Normal curriculum starts tomorrow again. What makes it worse? 2 hours of GP -.- I hate school when I'm feeling sick. F!

Peace out. -____-

2011-02-28T07:18:00.001+08:00

Today, I learnt that you can never trust someone that easily. Even your best friend !

Hey there, cheer up! Everything'll be fine! :)

the V love..

2011-01-31T19:56:00.012+08:00

Appreciation Post..
So I finally got back my laptop from sony service center. Just transferred 15.0GB worth of photos into my laptop.

So yeah, the former sentence tells it all.
It's been 51 days since I'm back from the OCIP trip. Yeah, & I kinda miss life there. Though it may be tiring (at times) but I honestly enjoyed every single bit of the whole trip.
Like seriously, I never ever dared to dream about entering the team. Everything changed as I got into the team. To be honest, I did thought about leaving the team after receiving my Block Test results. But after much serious considerations, talking to my classmates and Ms Ku about it, I decided to stay in the team.

Ms Ku said, “It would be great if you can mange your studies, CCA and OCIP well..” Well, I’m happy I managed to handle everything well in the first year. I’m happy that I did not regret my choice :D

Most importantly, I manage to know some awesome people from the ocip team :D Hehe, this 14-day has definitely opened all our hearts to share all our nonsenses on the bus/school/hotels. Thank you every single one of you, the 22 of you :D

Thank you Cinny, my ever caring ROOM-MATE :D Missed those times where we will talk about random stuffs before we sleep  Doing reflection together/ washing clothes together/ Play monopoly deal together (w the rest) :D Ahhhh, missed those times. Thanks for appreciating my nonsense at times. Though you might not ever get to read this, but I just want to thank you for being such a wonderful room mate :D
Anyway, ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR SYF THIS APRIL! CO vice capt power ah!! JIAYOU FOR A’S TOO <3

Ahh, so after 51 days, I did not really show my thanks to everyone who made this trip a successful one. Really, words cannot be used to describe how much I enjoyed this trip.

On the negative side, I miss the kids there T.T Like when i browsed through the photos, I just can’t help it but to think of them. Omfg, idk why, I don’t like this feeling. Nostalgia. :/ Ahh, the kids there are like so so so so much different from the kids in Singapore. You can never imagine how happy they can get when they see the “name tag” (the tag around our neck). Like they will go crazy over it and try to touch it whenever they can. I know everyone will give the “Come on, it’s just a tag...... No big deal...” reaction, but really, this is what the kids were doing to my tag when I was there. Even a digital wrist watch SURPRISES them. Not to mention a handphone. They’d drop dead for it.. Sigh, yeah, “Simplicity of Life” – Jesslyn. I guessed that’s what life is about for them.

Can you imagine? They only have like ONE canteen. Mind you ONE canteen doesn’t mean with 6 stalls. THEY ONLY HAVE GOT LIKE ONE STALL. AND y’know what they sell there?! NOT CHICKEN RICE, WANTON MEE, WHAT OMELETTE + FISH FILLET/ CHAR SIEW PAU OK. Not to mention a PIECE of nugget. THEY DO NOT SELL COOKED FOOD hor. YOU WILL NEVER EXPECT SOMEONE TO TAKE A PIECE OF DRUMSTICK ON THEIR HAND AND WALK AROUND THE SCHOOL COMPOUND! Okla, maybe home-cooked ji tui ok ^^
SIGH. The (“V”) Love/ The memories will be etched into my mind forever.

Till then, Vietnam.
Thank you Luong Hoa Primary School for the awesome memories.
Thank you Phanh, Han, Nyu etc.. :)
Many many thanks to all those who made this trip possible.

Yeah yeah, thank you gohtookkee for being such a nice bus partner ^^ LOL. Ahh, missed those times when we gossip on the bus yo ^^ my ever best gossip partner. HEHEHE. Featured\ :P

Okay, pictures now.
Shall add Captions when I have the time. :)

MP.

2010-12-28T01:31:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry. It is my fault once again.
Can this be salvaged?

Yet again. :/
I promise I'll change..

Sigh.

2010-11-15T20:05:00.006+08:00

Mother separates from child.
Elderly being shoved out of the house.
It's sad when families have to part..

Okay, so why this random post..?

Initially, my aunt's maid is leaving for Indonesia tomorrow for a "holiday-break".
She whom i calls kaka* (my aunt's maid, *elder sister in indonesia, provided i spelt it correctly ^^) is only 22-year-old and has 2 children. both are girls. aged 4 and 5.
It's sad to know that the girls have to part with their mum at such age.
Occasionally, Kaka will talk about her children to me. & the sad thing is, I'm always helpless about it, cause I won't be able to magically teleport them here..

Okay, to the main point:
The thing is that, due to the Mt. Merapi's eruption, flights to Indonesia were cancelled. Hence, kaka will not be able to return tomorrow.
Okay, moments ago, she came into the house to hand over JJ. So, my mum thought that she was leaving tomorrow, hence she passed her some toys and t-shirts for her girls together with a red packet as a form of "bon voyage". But, she didn't want to accept it because she won't be going back tomorrow, I could feel her sadness. But my mum insisted her to keep it first.

It was sad, because she doesn't get to see her kids tomorrow. It was sad cause, she was replying, "Don't know when can go back..". It was sad cause she didn't want to take the toys/shirts and the red packet despite the hard work she's been putting in.

It is sad to have her here working hard for her family in a foreign land.

I'm glad I know her.. She's always nice to us. She's always smiling..
Does she have any pain inside? She sure does. But, the thing is, she gotta hide everything.

A smile can hide sadness.
It's whether you feel it or not. We feel sadness, when sadness finds us. That's how it is.

Okay, maybe it's just me. But that's what I feel. I've a soft spot for parting. :S

2010-11-14T17:26:00.001+08:00

Whoever said Singaporeans ain't kind?

Someone returned my wallet to the Concierge :)
Gonna collect it tomorrow.

Thank you, whoever-you-are <3
Really.

5889 (:

2010-11-09T20:04:00.008+08:00

feeding a dog medicine is worse than feeding a kid..
at least you can fool a kid..
but dogs and human, they do have a communication barrier..
bonds.are.just.thicker, that's how it is.

"if it's gonna be put to sleep?"
"i.don't.know.how.i'll.react"
hopefully, this don't come too soon :'[

stronger than yesterday. (Y)

dread 15th nov, yet anticipating my results.... ironic.
anyway, OP ended yesterday~ that marks the end of PW. re-watching the PW vid over again. kinda missed PW though :P

'll share it next time :']
bye for now.

5882 of my life ;]

2010-11-02T20:30:00.001+08:00

Me: Eh, ma, what you buy?
Mum: Peesh tart.
Me: WHAT? FISH TART?
Mum: Peach tart lah, noob.

LOL. kay randomzx.

ohyeah, PW suckass ;)

screwed.

2010-09-06T23:41:00.002+08:00

Some people should really learn to spare a thought for others..
what in the world is happening to this world? Whoever brought the name of justice and freedom.. have they ever consider war or hatred? or have they not?

OH WHATEVER.
TO THE MAIN POINT.

i srsly can't stand inconsiderate people. LIKE SRIOUSLY. i mean if you dont give up your seats on MRT, THAT'S FINE. I dont really care.
WHAT i really mean is INCONSIDERATE, STUBBORN CANTANKEROUS AND HOGGISH PERSON.

LIKE hello, who are you to think that i feel this way?!
WHO ARE YOU TO THINK YOU'RE ALWAYS RIGHT?
WHO ARE YOU TO DECIDE WHAT I EAT?
WHO ARE YOU TO BOSS MY LIFE LIKE THAT?
WHO ARE YOU TO ACT THIS WAY?

EVEN MY MUM DONT TREAT ME THIS WAY.

SO WHAT MAKES YOU TO BOSS ME AROUND?

LIKE SERIOUSLY. YOU'RE THE FIRST PERSON I'VE EVER KNOW TO BE IN THIS CATEGORY. WELL DONE.

USUALLY, i have a high tolerance level ( THIS IS NOT SELF PROCLAIMED I TELL YOU) BUT YOU ARE AN EXCEPTION. THE FIRST PERSON TO BREAK MY TOLERANCE LEVEL.

JUST REFLECT ON YOUR UGLY SELF. STOP THINKING THAT YOU'RE CUTE OR WHAT, CAUSE YOU'RE NOT.

YOU WANT EVERYTHING TO GO IN YOUR WAY? WTH.
CLAIM CREDIT.
ACT ONE EVERYTHING KNOW.

WHATEVER, CONTINUE LIKE THIS, AND WE SHALL SEE HOW LIFE GOES FOR YOU.

CALL ME A KEYBOARD WARRIOR, IF I COULD JUST SHOUT THIS IN FRONT OF YOU, I WOULD RATHER DO SO. BUT I CAN IMAGINE YOU ARGUING BACK WITH YOUR NONSENSICAL, ILLOGICAL CLAIMS JUST MAKE ME SICK.

argh, i'm so sorry that i've to post this. this time, its for real.
crap shit.

when nemo finds emo....

2010-07-18T02:00:00.004+08:00

fuck you grades.
GROW.EXPAND.

:(

I'm stupid.

fullstop.

prove it. prove it. prove it. prove it. prove it. prove it. prove it. prove it. prove it. prove it. prove it. prove it. prove it. prove it. prove it. prove it. prove it. prove it. prove it. prove it. prove it. prove it. prove it. prove it. prove it. prove it. prove it.

prove what?
k, i'm really stupid.

shit happens.
i'm going to get PROMOTED this year.
I fucking swear on this day.

CANNOT BALANCE ALSO MUST BALANCE.

angry.angry.angry.angry.angry.angry.angry.angry.angry.angry.angry.angry.angry.angry.angry.angry.angry.angry.angry.angry.angry.angry.angry.angry.angry.angry.angry.

sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.

-should i de-connect myself from the world and mug till i drop? :l
think i will deactivate facebook. -.- it's dead nehway.

kthxbye.

a long one. before hiatus!

2010-07-05T19:54:00.014+08:00

WARNING: THE BELOW VIDEOS ARE NOT SUITABLE FOR AGE 16 AND BELOW!! VIDEOS MIGHT CAUSE OBSCENITY. YOU'VE BEEN WARNED. wahaha. & ALSO IF YOU'RE A SUPPORTER OF THE GERMAN TEAM, PLEASE NAVIGATE AWAY OR SCROLL DOWN. ;]

THIS IS WHY WE SHOULD NOT SUPPORT THE GERMAN TEAM, LOUISE LUM!! wahahahhaa.
stupid louise, scolded me after showing her this video. ARGH. spoil the image of ur dream team. waahahha. support spain~ :P got hansum guys!! wahaha
hahahaha.

OK THE ABOVE VIDEOS ARE NOT TRYING TO RUIN THE IMAGE OF THE GERMAN TEAM ( ok maybe a little to the coach...) but i gotta admit the germans are very good. (Y)!!

ah shit.
there's school tomorrow.. SIAN.
i used to look forward for school every morning, but not anymore.. :/
but thank god, nice classmates always brighten up the gloomy days. :)

argh shuckks.
- i miss 4E1'09. :[
- i miss the crazy people of 4E1. & non-crazy as well. :)
- i miss the fun & laughter we used to have.
- i miss MR NG. x)
- i miss the people sitting in front. behind and alongsides of me.. IT'S NEVER THE SAME WHENEVER I TURN BACK IN CLASSROOMS NOW. (I WON'T GET TO SEE LOUISE) ARGH.
- i miss the food in bartley. EVERY WEDNESDAY GO RICE STALL BUY ZHA YU.!!
- i miss saying goodbye to the security uncles at the guardpost.
- i miss taking bus with ongshiting & ongjiewei. without their accompaniment, i've to act one emo by plugging my earpiece in during train/bus ride home (when tookkee/angline/karen is not around..)
- i miss going to library after lessons to study..
- i miss going to chemistry lab to seek consultation from mr ng...
- i miss everything that i missed.

there's too many left unsaid.. shall stop here.
cause words don't mean anything.. actions do..

I'm blessed to have friends that i'm having right now.
Family & friends, the key to my future.

GLADYS CHEONG and ONG JIEWEI:
THANK YOU FOR BRIGHTENING MY GLOOMY NIGHT YESTERDAY WITH THE ESSAY-LENGTH MESSAGES. I'M BLESSED TO HAVE FRIENDS LIKE YOU 2! ARGH. I WAS SO TOUCHED YESTERDAY WHEN I READ YOUR MESSAGES!! THANKS FOR BECOMING PART OF MY LIFE. EVEN IN FUTURE, WE'RE GONNA BE THIS CLOSE! NEXT TIME WHEN YOU MARRY, I WANNA BE YOUR BRIDEMAID ONE OK!! :P hahaha. really man, THANKS A BILLION TRILIION ZILLION AND GOZILLIAN FOR EVERYTHING! WE SHOULD REALLY MEET UP SOON FOR A SIMPLE MEAL!
LOVE.LOVE.LOVE :D

LOUISE THAT IDIOTIC SHIT (LOL) I LOVE TALKING ABOUT IDIOTIC RANDOM SHITS WITH HER ON MSN!! :D THIS GIRAFFE IS SO CUTE. the first giraffe that looks cute!! wahaha. ok joking about the giraffe thing. I MISS YOU LOUISE LUM LU YI! LET'S GO AND EAT CHICKEN AT BUGIS AGAIN!! wooo.

MISSING SHI TING TOO. AHHHHHH. MEETING HER UP FOR A MEAL IS SO TOUGH. THIS GIRL IS ALWAYS SO BUSY WITH SCHOOLWORK AND CCA. :( I WANNA SEE HER SOON!! she must be as skinny as ever!! argh. go out on street can recognise her easily!!! MOUTH ALWAYS STUFFED WITH FOOD!!

GOH TOOK KEE, sis! YAY. it was fortunate of us to get into the SAME CLASS in JC again. IT'S FUN WHEN I HAVE A TINY PART OF 4E1 WITH ME. hahaha, even though i may not miss you as BAD as the others, BUT I'M OCCASSIONALLY THINKING OF U. wahahha. SEE YOU IN SCHOOL! :P

OKAY. I gotta go.
I HATE SCHOOL. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!

Gonna play the MIA game soon. bye internet! Phone is my new best friend. :] MIGHT de-activate my FB account if I can't access FB with my phone. Absence makes the heart grow fonder.. waahaha. i will be back in... say, november? hehe.

i'm a boneless-back fish. :(

Block Test Day 3.

2010-06-30T19:09:00.007+08:00

2 more papers to go.
1st july - Chemistry.
2nd july - Maths. ( Jie Wei's sweet 17th. HAHA. i remembered ok <3

Because you live.

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back, like a wake-up call

I've been looking for the answer, somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself
When nobody else can help because you live girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

It's all right, I survived, I'm alive again
'Cause of you, made it through every storm
What is life? What's the use? If you're killing time

I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone, who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly looking in your eyes

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself
When nobody else can help because you live girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live

Because you live, there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've givin' me always

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself
When nobody else can help because you live girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself
When nobody else can help

Because you live girl
My world has everything, I need to survive
Because you live, I live, I live

It explains all. :)
oh well, gotta go mug for my chemistry now!
SCREW.YOU.PHYSICS. :)
ALL HOPES ON CHEMISTRY NOW!

rewind the tape

2010-06-13T02:42:00.002+08:00

# one satisfaction today

JC2 ODAC FAREWELL PARTY IS A SUCCESS ONE THIS YEAR.

YAY.
WANNA THANK ALL THE JC1 I/Cs FOR ALL THE EFFORT PUT IN.
ESPECIALLY THE GAMES I/C! MELISSA & WEIJUN THANKS SO MUCHHHHH. :)
& ALSO THE REST OF THE JC1S WHO ATTENDED THIS PARTY.

NOT FORGETTING THE AWESOME JC2S!!! :D
THANKS FOR COMING, HOPE YOU GUYS ENJOYED. :D

LASTLY, THANK YOU ZI EN FOR THE CARD!
TOGETHER WITH THE REST, WE'LL BRING ODAC TO GREATER HEIGHTS. ;)
ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR "A" LEVELS!! ^^v

From me, to you, Abalone.

2010-06-03T00:37:00.006+08:00

I miss Seal teepiyanut.
it's JUST 1 day..
it's so weird not bbm-ing her.
we used to send random messages to one another,
not getting bored of each other.
these random messages kept our conversation alive,
our friendship glowing.

WHEN WILL YOU COME BACK?! :(
I'M MISSING YOU ALREADY!!
YOU'RE LIKE A MOTHER TO ME!!! :'(
I FEEL THERE'S SOMETHING AMISS WHEN YOU'RE GONE!
i.found.my.closest.foreign.friend.in.a.seafood.restaurant.

4HEADS. (Y)
YOU STILL OWE ME KAENG CHUED PAO HUE.
WHEN ARE YOU COMING BACK TO RETURN ME THIS TREAT? T_T
I'LL GET ANGRY IF DONT COME BACK TO TREAT ME!! :'(
I MISS SITTING WITH YOU DURING PHYSICS CLASS, WHERE YOU'LL TEACH ME PHYSICS.
I MISS THE MOTHERLY YOU!!

TEEPIYANUT TIPAKORNSAOWAPAK,
COME BACK SOON!
WE MISS YOU.
IT'S NO LONGER THE SAME WITHOUT YOU.
:(
I KNOW PARTING IS A MUST. BUT I JUST HATE PARTINGS.
MAY YOU EXCEL FURTHER IN USA, AND PURSUE YOUR DREAM OF BEING A DOCTOR.
I HOPE YOU DON'T FORGET ME ONCE YOU GET OVER TO USA.
To tell the truth, i'm uncertain if i'm able to keep in touch with you, cause, you'll never know how complicated things will get as we grow older.
I hereby wish you all the best for your future endeavours.
LOVE YOU, ABALONE. :)

From, your fellow twin.

YEAH, I MISS SHARON GERALDINE TOO. HER INSANENESS NEVER FAIL TO MAKE ME SMILE. WHEN ARE YOU VISITING TOO?! DAMN IT! & YANI TOO! :(

CONCLUSION: MAKING FOREIGN FRIENDS IS UNWISE*! THEY MAY LEAVE ANYTIME.

* [ to a certain extent ^^ ]

all this is an illusion, tell me so.
not. lying is bad.

2010-05-14T23:59:00.002+08:00

ever missed someone badly?
i'm missing someone right now..
and i know i'm not supposed to.

staring at my phone, waiting for you. :(
officially hates waiting.
every time my phone vibrates, how i wished you were the sender.
guessed i'll have to keep waiting. :o

it was just like yesterday. i want it that way.

ciao.

2010-05-04T00:39:00.004+08:00

URGENT POST.

I NEED RECOMMENDATIONS ON WHERE TO BRING MY MUM FOR MOTHER'S DAY CELEBRATION DINNER. PLEASE HELP!!

ANY CUISINE IS FINE WITH ME.
DROP ME A SMS OR ANYTHING WHICH YOU CAN CONTACT ME WITH.

YOUR HELP IS GREATLY APPRECIATED! THANKS!

on the side note, ODAC camp'10 was a successful and memorable one! :D though i came back home with exactly 37 mosquito bites on my arms&legs.

heh, LOOKING FORWARD TO SATURDAY!! ;)

2010-04-24T20:47:00.002+08:00

i've been living in despair for the past few months.
after today, i believe, i'm getting out of that.
Forgive me for my mistakes, i'm still a kid learning the responsibility of an adult.. ;)

happiness shall be my next destination. :D
no more procrastinations!
cause what motivates me was.. the trust people gave me. ((:

i'm gonna live my life to the fullest now. :B

2010-04-08T22:26:00.001+08:00

i had indeed did a grave mistake.
i'm sorry, if i've gone too far..

this will be the last time.
i swear.

you..

2010-03-26T21:27:00.003+08:00

you became part of my life.
now i'm unsure of securing this bond.

sorry.. :(

school.had.been.tiring.this.week.
glad that it's finally saturday tomorrow.

going to dye&cut my hair tomorrow.
& visit a physiotherapist.. (stop nagging at me, mx!)

shall go to bed soon. first time (of the week) i gets to sleep early!
yay. bye.

Not wanting to make the first move anymore..

2010-03-16T00:20:00.003+08:00

SOMETHING REALLY STUPID HAPPENED JUST NOW.
i changed my msn display name to "KaReN @.@" as i was overly-bored. and den, i saw this "Sharon" who came online, i immediately clicked on it and said hello.
i thought that this "Sharon" was the "Sharon" from my class, and not the "Sharon" from 4E1'09.
KaReN @.@ = ME, Sharon = Sha Geraldine

KaReN @.@ said:
HI sharon!
Sharon said:
LOL
Kareeeen
KaReN @.@ said:
I'M NOT KAREN
LOL

Sharon says:
hhaha
the heck is karen
KaReN @.@ says:
look carefully

Sharon says:
hmm
....
what?
LOL
KaReN @.@ says:
i'm adora lah
Sharon says:
karen..
KaReN @.@ says:
LOL
Sharon says:
i know
KaReN @.@ says:
I'M NOT KAREN
Sharon says:
BUT why karen !
HAHA
KaReN @.@ says:
COS
Sharon says:
stupid i know ur adora <3 karen =")"><
KaReN @.@ says:
HAHAHAHA
NICEEEEE
OMG WHY AM I SO HIGH
LOL
Sharon says:
LOL
ARE U ON DRUGS!
HAHA
KaReN @.@ says:
aww. IM GOING TO COPY AND PASTE AND SHOW HER WHAT U SAID!!
WOOO
I'M A MEANIE
Sharon says:
hahaha
KaReN @.@ says:
OMG. LOL
Sharon says:
OKAYY
KaReN @.@ says:
REMINDS ME OF THE SMS YOUR FRIEND SENT YOU LA. =X
the curfew thing!!
omggg!!!
Sharon says:
WHICH ONE
ARE U TALKING TO THE CORRECT SHARON
HAHA
KaReN @.@ says:
OMG
WRONG
LOL
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
LMFAO
DAMN FUNNY
WRONG SHARON
HAHAHAHAAHHAHA OMG
SIAO SIA

this was so damn embarrassing. I SWEAR SHARON.G& I LAUGHED LIKE MAD.
HAHAHA. OMG I'M AGING. WHY AM I SO BLUR NOWADAYS.
SORRY SHA.G. I'LL OPEN MY EYES BIGGER IN FUTURE! <3

2010-03-12T20:54:00.002+08:00

i'm back from BINTAN.
it's an EXTREMELY EXCITING 4days, 3 nights camp~~!!!!
i miss bintan already. i meant the programmes/friends/sleeps. =P

ok i'm too LAZY to blog now.
shall do it later, when the mood's back. XD

2010-03-03T22:18:00.006+08:00

holy crap. i am emo because..
i miss 4E1'09.
esp. my wei, ting2, yi, wai,~~ <3 =P
kee is not missed, cause i get to see her face everyday ! @@

sad life now.
guess we'll only get to see one another once a week or even worse, once a fortnight. =(
PW is just so much crap.. i heard there's gonna be chinese PW too. sian. & random: my chinese teacher called me "guai" lol!! yawnz. practically sleeping at 1-2am at night and waking at 5:30am. sad life.

alright, shall leave emo stuffs aside!

have to do maths/ PW presentation slides/speeches and physics before heading for bed.
suck balls. T.T

weekends, you're just 2 more days away from me again.

edited 10:25pm. fuck man, i lost my GC. wtf. SUCKS LA. WANNA SWEAR AT SOMEONE. @#$@!!@#!@$%#^%$#%@!#$%^&*()(*&^ I FREAKING NEED TO SAVE $ TO GET A NEW ONE. FUCK YOU. WTF
screw you mother fuckers out there.

edited 11:47pm. too stress liao, forgot that i lent gc to one of my classmate. =.=

s!^^0N Soul Gone Wild!!! says:
hey vice leader, u ok anot?
u seem damn pissed sa
I'm so fucking frustrated with myself. _'_ says:
not ok
damn, i lost my GC ....
zzzzz
s!^^0N Soul Gone Wild!!! says:
nononono
I'm so fucking frustrated with myself. _'_ says:
NO MOOD TO STUDY LA
s!^^0N Soul Gone Wild!!! says:
its with me

omg. scare die me. thanks manwai for letting me hurl crude words at you!! lol!
thanks simon for letting me emo for 1hr w/o doing anything, just because i forgot that my gc is with you. you should have reminded me earlier. ARGH.

2010-02-23T21:00:00.004+08:00

103's ICC Panda Costume. =]
80% made from raw materials.
100% effort used to make.

Really hope that we can at least win something. =P

2010-02-22T23:27:00.003+08:00

okkkk. jc life = stress.
secondary was so much better.

today had tons of lectures, first was GP den physics den chemistry. ok not many, just 3.
after lectures was maths and chemistry.

maths- difficult to understand.. but there's a sense of satisfaction when i get to solve the answer out. =D ok who doesn't?

chem-
[CHEM WAS A GREAT START. WEE. except SIC]
did SIC task. was appointed to team up with damien and ian. i swear i felt unlucky. =x but hmm, they were actually quite active? but IAN just insisted on using thermal decompostion, but damien & i thought that titration would be better and more accurate. Furthermore, the other 5 groups are using titration method. SINCE ian was the group leader, he had the final say. so sad case, we just agreed to the T.D idea, anyway the method should work out too. LET'S JUST BE THE UNIQUE GROUP THAT DOES THERMAL DECOMPOSITION. geez. -shrugs-

school have been fun.

OUR PANDA SUIT IS TURNING OUT GREAT.
thank you HENG LAI for your patience etc.
103 win win win!~
ok so tk and i are almost ( 99.8934289%) confident that we'll at least get a prize from the I.C.C (international costume competition) this saturday!
CVD on saturday. ICC is the best (shall not say only) hope for now, i guess?

anyway, i STILL/WILL/SHALL/SHOULD/MUST MISS 4E1'09 ALOT x 6x10^23. (MUCH EMPHASIS)
SUNDAY, study group @ tpy lib in the morning with most (m)4E1, den afternoon hoping for movie session with (m)4E1, andden dinner SHALL have DINNER with AGAIN (m)4E1!
can't wait.!
COUNTING DOWN TO ADD SOME FUN TO THIS WEEK. 6MORE DAYS.

AH MENG, meng xuan NEVER fails to brighten up the day with all her funny actions/sounds/jokes. funny like hell. somehow reminds me of ST. haha.
STOP LAUGHING AT MY CLUMSINESS. we're neutralised. =P

yay to friday, HALFDAY!!! NO GP FOR 2HOURS. =P
double yay to saturday, REUNION DINNER. love lo hei. XD
TRIPLE YAY TO SUNDAY, STUDY/FUN WITH [m]4E1 AGAINNNNN!!!!!! =D

2010-02-15T23:54:00.003+08:00

is madly excited for tomorrow.

will get to see many old faces yet new looks. =D
looking real forward.

ANYWAY, many of my relatives been asking "Y YJC when you can........."
so what if it's YJ? it's not bout the standard of the school, it's bout whether you're willing to work hard.

SO I LIKE IT HERE IN YJC.
because S is for Seletar. XD

well, valentines day must had been singletines for some people. So did you enjoy ur valentines this year? =P i did, with a big bunch of people. =] thanks belle for ur extremely late bday present cum valentines? =o

mixed feelings now.
fustrated. yet blessed. @@

gotta sleep now.
ciao ^5.

exactly 100 days till 2605. XD!

stay put

2010-02-05T18:12:00.003+08:00

it is a lie to say you have let go of the past.

Nobody lets go of memories.

Each tear is an unforgettable memory.

Each promise is an unbreakable oath.

Each smile is an undeniable mark.

Each heart break is an unerasable scar.

Because really,

there is no such thing as letting go only moving on.. ;)

i really miss a big bunch of people....
especially close friends.....
imma very shy to talk to others now. =x
i wanna talk to them.

it's 10:12pm now.
i've been sneezing alot since the morning. i've catch a cold uh.
time to sleep.

p.s: i miss every special things about jiewei, gladys, tookkee, shiting, louise, manwai, seal, sha, hip &yumeng(god knows where is she now =o). =)

well till then, may not be using computer often, need to focus on JC life.
don't miss me ok?
HAHA. =P

2010-02-04T21:47:00.002+08:00

i'm feeling sick.
damn fever.
made me missed 2 days of school.
wth.....

zz. still having fever & cough.
drank alot of water liao, throat still so pain.
go toilet and pee so many times too. =x

hope that i can go to school tomorrow.
urgh.

some two-sided face person just officially scares me.

2010-01-31T00:35:00.001+08:00

i.dyed.my.hair.back.black.and.cut.it.shorter.

it looks.. uhm..

funny.

=(

yjc is cool.

want it back.

2010-01-24T21:52:00.003+08:00

mum's off to malacca for one day shopping with her company.
and the house was in a huge mess.
abi was nagging at us. =/
woke up at 12, drank yakult for breakfast, taught abi + lynette physics. =p

so went for swimming with abi + 4 cousins @330pm.
talked to old mr tan. 56(?) still teaching swimming. respect.
let see.. about 3years never see him alrd. =]
he used to teach my dad and his siblings swimming too when they were young.
drank yakult after swimming AGAIN. habit to drink after swims.?

went back home at 6+, had dinner at gugu's house since mum was not back yet.
sang national day songs with abi and alwyn. for idk wad reason. =x
danced [unrelated national day songs] also =p
alwyn laughed at me. T.T
after dinner drank YAKULT again.
new favourite drink? drank thrice a day. =/

i remembered someone told me if drink too much yakult in one day can die.
true anot? o.0

tomorrow, need meet SI. and den bring abu for his 3rd lang class.
& i think abu is in love with one of his pri 6 classmate. =x
they happened to be in the same 3rd lang class, but the girl changed her timings cause her cca happens to be on wed. o.o
tuesday gonna go for medical checkup at RH @ 1130 again. =] &tk, about museum thing, if after checkup still got time, i'll meet ya up there. =] sorry, didnt reply ur sms cos you're in m'sia alrd! must save sms $ know. =p ~
wednesday, bring abu to 3rd lang class.
thurs, if going jc, have to report to respective jc, at 730am.

"is it ok if you've never taken all your ANTI-BIOTICS?"
me: I THINK IT IS OK. =D just assume the doctor give you less 3 pills.

can't wait for CNY. <3

2010-01-21T18:09:00.002+08:00

i'm feeling much better already!
no thanks to the medicine!
but thanks to family&friends' concerns.
psychological problem? =x

currently aimlessly playing viwawa's wahjong. @@
rotting at home is no fun at all.

think i'm bringing jing2 to ECP tomorrow for a walk, sun bian go freshen up, in case my body really rot inside. then again, i'm afraid jing2 will bark like crazy when she sees other dogs. she is an unfriendly dog. tsktsk. =.=
anyone wanna go? ;)

wanna play dota with wj soon!
sorry cause sick, no mood play. saturday. =)

kk gtg dinner now, it's 7:34pm. bb

2010-01-20T20:03:00.004+08:00

last night i went to bed at 8, den smses came in, only managed to sleep at 9. den i woke up at 11am to collect something @ RH. & i had a bad and stupid dream last night. sweated like mad when i woke up. (dreamt about world end. then got tsunami / tornado ... ok stupid =.=)
reached home at 1+, went back to sleep, slept till 5pm = =
think i'm turning in to a bear soon, hibernating.
still feeling sick, got fever, coughhh and irritating flu.

wad's worse, i went to fetch abu for dinner after his 3rd lang class, and it started to rain.
i was caught under the rain. =.=
guess i will get even sick tonight =.=

just taken my medicine,
shall read the straitstime [20/1] and have a cup of milo before heading for bed!
byee =]

2010-01-18T21:12:00.004+08:00

Today, met gladys' at busstop and went up st's house together for blue dragon and mahjong[1round].
jiewei, louise, manwai and manfred were there too. =]
i left st's house at 16;09.
den cabbed down to bishan MOE lang centre to pass abu his bahasa's notes.
didnt realise i forgot to bring $ out, so in the end abu helped me to pay cab fare, will return $7 to him later~ =]
so stayed at bish and waited for abu to finish.
initially, wanted to go farrer to meet tk for dinner,
den mum called and told us to meet dad later for dinner as he's on half-day leave.
so dad picked mum, abu + me and went for dinner.

so in the end didnt went to find tk. sorry sis =[

den saw mr yeo, had a talk etc.
regret, but too late to change anything now.

well poor abu, still not back home, as he's roaming around sg looking for a place to has his report book's photo taken......

bored at home.
bosennn. =[
had been turning in to bed at 2-5am for the past weeks.
having a fever now, think i'll turn in early.. =[

wanna watch spy next door.
hmm.
bye.

2010-01-14T01:45:00.002+08:00

i want go poly.
i want go jc.
i want go poly.
i want go jc,
i want go poly.
i want go jc.
i want go poly.
i want go jc.
i want go poly.
i want go jc.

WHY?!?!!??!
WHY CAN ONLY CHOOSE ONE PATH. T.T

CAN HAVE PART TIME JC, PART TIME POLY?

STRUGGLING.

it does not matter how slow u move, it is where u stop matters.
LOL. familiar quote?

ciao

2010-01-08T12:19:00.003+08:00

first post of 2010!
this is a dead blog.

o level result's will be released on the 11th january 2010, which is this coming monday!!
every o's takers are worried about their results.
it's like a one way ticket to either heaven or hell.........
all the best to all o's takers of year 2009 upon getting their results this monday!

wants to go JC, but i think i'll end up in poly, which is also good, at least, after 3years, we will be able to go out to work. =)

had been flipping and tossing on my bed every night..
what if i get like 20+ pts for L1R5?
what if i get like 8 pts for L1R5?
what if i get like 14pts for L1R5?
what if i fail my english....?
what if i got all straight As?
what if there are no As on my result slip..?
what if i get what i'm supposed to get?
what if what i expected for did not turn out what it is supposed to be?
what if all the what if comes true? =(

so many "what if" qns in my head every night before i sleep..
well, it's too late to cry over spilled milk.
results are already printed out on the result slip.
what we can do now, is to resign to fate! =D

of course, i really hope everything turns out great...
cheers.
happy new year XD

2009-11-27T04:47:00.002+08:00

~hey hypocrite, stop hiding behind that mask.
you know it wont do you any good.

bro, sis, cousin snatch my bed. now had to sleep on floor. =.= hard like hell, tmr sure back ache like fuck.

nb.
damn pissed off now, because of mr. hypocrite.

2009-11-25T19:23:00.002+08:00

someday, it'll just slip through your hands, just like how it did before.

as the saying goes, 'nothing last forever'.

you're never able to disagree with this

guessed it's too near yet so far.

=[

blah.

I WANNA WATCH ASTROBOYY.
ANYONE? =[

2009-11-01T20:18:00.003+08:00

today mummy, loy and me went srg int's coffeeshop for lunch.
i probed this qn to my mum,

me: ma, usually coffeeshop, which stall is the boss ah? of the whole coffeeshop.
mum: usually is the drink stall. they rent the place to others to open other stalls.
me: oh then, which one is the boss of the coffeeshop? is it her? [ points to a lady with a pouch on her waist ]
mum: no la, that one is worker only.
-pauses for a moment-
mum: usually is the one sitting at cashier.
loy: wah, means ntuc got so many boss!!

ok tht made me choked on my drink. =/ stupid, innocent boy.

haha, ok off to study! =P

2009-10-30T18:32:00.005+08:00

i just re-tried the amath paper 2 again.
& just realised i got alot of mistakes made. -.-
how to get A. -,-

sian la. now no mood to study for sciences le. =/
i'm worried for my maths' results..
i've tried my best, but im not going to be happy if i didnt get A for both math. =x
i'm upset.. so what, who cares?
anyway, wad's the point of crying over something that's been done, and getting ready to be shipped to UK?
gah^1000. =(

social studies and chem on monday.
think not enough time to study finish ss. need to burn midnight oil. >_>"
dont even know whether got time to study chem..

guess, i'll really consider going overseas to study. =P

2009-10-29T17:59:00.004+08:00

OMFG.`HOW!?!

I DIDNT WROTE MY NAME ON SOME OF THE FULSCAP PAPERS THT I'D HANDED IN FOR AMATHS PAPER ONE.

FOCK IT.

THEY WOULDN'T CUT OPEN THE STRING THT TIES THE PAPER TOGETHER, WOULD THEY????????????????

AM I SCARING MYSELF?!!?!?!?!?

OH GOD SAVE ME.

OR SOMEONE PLS CALM ME!!!

GOTTA CROSS MY FINGERS FOR NOW.!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

O-LVL-STRESS.

2009-10-10T19:19:00.000+08:00

Why am I still so tired..?
Despite of the fact that I had slept for the whole afternoon. =/
My temp's hanging on 37.9.
Had not been revising my work, no mood to do. =/

My head hurts like !@$#~%
It seems like everything around me is spinning @@"

Oh god, I btr go sleep =x, don't wanna miss school on monday! >:[

2009-10-02T20:14:00.005+08:00

Life is a process. We are a process. The universe is a process.
everyone's constantly upgrading. this never-ever ending cycle.
don't put a fullstop just yet.
it ain't over that fast.
活到老，学到老.

i like chinese now. guan laoshi praised me,
& i got 40/50 for compo sia. (brag) LOL.
hohoho :/

it has been a long week.
gonna accumulate my fatigue and take a deep slumber.

11 more days till graduation ceramony.
it's never easy to say goodbye. but all good things will eventually come to an end.
believe it or not, i dont wanna leave bartley that soon.
how about you?
whether it is 4, 3 or 2 years, im sure bartley had definitely made a difference in your life.
seeing everyone's accomplishments over these past few years has certainly made us grow more mature.
be it sorrow, jubilance, blissfulness, exasperation or regret, at least everyone of us has onced shared this special bond together..
it all seemed nostalgic, thinking back.
oh god,
give me 64 hours a day please.
make this 11 days last longer,
then we'll have 440 hours more,
to spend these days together..
guessed it's really time to let go/ :'[

what's a family without love,
what's a friendship without trust,
what's a dream without aspirations,
what's a sucess without hardwork,
what's life without love,
& what's mooncake festival without mooncakes?!!?

HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL!!!
中秋节快乐!!!

it's time to put down evrything and move on. :)

2009-09-28T18:36:00.012+08:00

It is easier to go down a hill than up, but the view is best at top.

focus.focus.focus.focus.focus.focus.focus.focus.focus
just 28 more days.
hang in there. people!
don't give up, will you?

i don't know what's on your mind.
i'm earth & you're heaven.
too bad we're not meant to be :)

ok & i still owe gladys a crystal jade meal. why did i ever put down such a heavy bet. aww\ compulsive gambler eh!! i'm currently making some promises to her with heavy bets AGAIN. :']
very soon gambling would be my motivation manual. -,-
its ok, i like how gladys promises things to me too in order to motivate me~

bimbo's bimbo, teach me SS please. pro sia, 40/50. <3
impart your skills to me. :P

WALAO, not happy la.
7 hours not enough to spend time with all of you la!! :(
please extend school hours. <3>you know who you people are. *winks* LOL.
love me back? HAHAHA.

....
heeh

40 days..

2009-09-16T18:20:00.016+08:00

PRELIMMMM.

04 sept 2009 - English / P1&2

14 sept 2009 - Emaths / P1

15 sept 2009 - Emaths / P2

16 sept 2009 - Social Studies / Chemistry P2

18 sept 2009 - Physics / P2 // Geography

22 sept 2009 - Amaths / P1

23 sept 2009 - Amaths / P2

24 sept 2009 - Chinese / P1&2 // Physics P1

25 sept 2009 - Chemistry / P1

6 papers down, 8 more to go.
it's just the beginning.
G'luck all.

on the side note. 40 days to O level's english paper 1&2, are you ready? time is running out.

happy 18th lana! pls love birthdays. :P it comes once a year,,
with loves, dor.

public apology 01.

2009-09-08T18:04:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry for letting you down.

2009-08-19T23:01:00.000+08:00

the release of mtl o level result serves as a wake up call for me.
thou i gotta admit i'm somehow satisfied. but it's still not v good. sighs.
the time has come.
months turned to days.
no result from me. *!!!*
gonna lock my laptop up.
!hiatus.
staying away from technology-! *wapiang.*
will blog when something interesting happen in my life. :x

can't believe i bath for like 5mins, just to rush out to do amaths papers.
!! and den i took 2 hours to eat while i was doing amaths!! :( end up didnt finish the food because the DUCK turned hard. wthefock. i'm sorry, duckie.

ohmygod, i sound like a lunatic. hahah. mood swing-er. :P

ok cool down. WORK HARD. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
PLEASE KICK MY ASS REAL HARD IF I EVER SLACK AGAIN.

CHINESE, HERE I COME AGAIN :P ! yipeeeee.
pwned.

other's opinions of you will not change reality. :)
be optimistic. :D there's another chance waiting for me. :]

now i really sounds like a mad escaper of mental hosp.
HAHAH.

thank you all for all your support! :P
i've come to my senses and decided not to give up on chinese. [LOL. sounds abit off.]
because chinese is my mother tongue. ^^ gah.
you know i can't do it, without all of you.
i wanna thank all my friends for helping me with my chinese over the past few months, years. tell your something, 我不会放弃的！！

wanna see me fall? ♥
not so easy. hehehe.

my english sounds so wrong in this post.
but who cares. :x

i need chinese coaching. :3
{thks shifu. i will continue to du xia qu. ahah. jy for el too. :D
thanks my dear, i will work hard for my chinese!! not.going.to.give.up. A2 ok? :S
ongshiting, your letter will be my motivation from now on. loll.}

back till i see results from myself again. :P

-アドラ

2009-08-16T19:35:00.011+08:00

hey yo, this is 4e1'09. (L)

2009-08-13T20:27:00.001+08:00

big bang. ♥

2009-08-12T22:10:00.000+08:00

you should stop.

2009-08-11T22:19:00.000+08:00

i'll try to control my temper from now on.
i love you all. :)

worried for my chinese o level.
i dont know why.
90% chance to retake,
hais.

2009-08-10T02:37:00.016+08:00

walao. i'm scared of mahjong now. in a state of shock.
happy advance birthday to pearlyn, geraldine & geneveive. :)

2009-08-09T15:49:00.005+08:00

I really dont understand XXXXXX.
always scolding others.
if u're so smart, do it yourself lah.
-.-
only know how to blame others. never ever say it's your own fault.
WE.ARE.NOT.HERE.TO.SERVE.YOU.
SO FUCK OFF.
u like to embarass ppl very much?
u should be ashame of yourself.
i feel so embarass when i'm with you.
i never hate someone that bad.
screw you. -'-

update later again.
1 table, 4people, let's play mahjong. LOLLLL. some random ppl sms me this.

2009-08-09T00:03:00.002+08:00

went to celebrate granddad's birthday just now.
happy 72nd birthday, gonggong. :)
may you be happy always. &stay healthy. :)

pictures upload later. o:
v lazy now.

received a phone call today, &
oh yes, someone found my wallet.
going to collect tomorrow! :D
so happy.
my i/c is still inside!
i can save $100 from replacing a new one :3
lucky or what. :x

yest, 4e1's bbq's a memorable one.
every single member of 4e1'09 will be remembered dearly. ♥

it's easy to say hello, but difficult to say goodbye.
somehow it seems true to me.

btw, i didnt asked you, not cause you're not important, cause i knew it would hurt you deeply. i didn't feigned ignorance ok. :x i hope you know i'm talking to you... indirectly..

my whole body is aching now.
gah, wanna go swimming~

i really hate promise breakers.
do you?

bye. :)

2009-08-08T00:50:00.002+08:00

0708.
school was super boring today.
there's like only arnd 15 ppl in class today.
others had awards for academic, cca etc.

except there were some parts that seriously made us LOL.
ther was barely 10 SGs in class. hence Mr CCC. told to us to sing national anthem loudly. but,,,,,,,, after the anthem was played, there was dead silent.
evryone started guffawing away. even mr ccc! LOL. den the others(foreigners), started singing the anthem too. & den hip started searching for her student organiser, as she said that she does not know the lyrics of the anthem. LOL. her actions is like super funny. cos she couldnt find the page of the national anthem, and was busy flipping the organiser. louise&i couldnt resist chuckling away. and manwai only sang the chorus of the national anthem, with those damn funny tones. :X
i swear this is the first time i laughed at the national anthem.

ok so did quiz, song reflections for the 2hours.
had phys prescriptive tutoring aft tht till arnd 1.

headed home to change, and met tk&gladys at tpy.
took 31 to EC for class outing.

it was really fun.
exasperated but contented.
070809, locked in my head,
with pictures of 4e1. <3
i relli love them. alot.

2009-08-03T22:01:00.003+08:00

hey there.
i finished my homeworks!
I AM READY FOR BED.
hahaha.

amos was shocked when he saw me playing yoyo.
guess he was expecting a noob playing with yoyo.
hohoho.
call me master. :P
i'm a pro.
HAHA

2009-08-02T21:48:00.003+08:00

i hate sundays.
i slept till 2plus.
lied on the bed till 7pm.
didnt even started my work.

my mum's getting angry with me.
saying tht im not even serious with studies this year.
she wants to pay another adam khoo motivation camp for me again. -.-"
i'm not even motivated to study.
she's constantly screaming at me.
lol. >_>

was playing yoyo a moment ago.
it's so much fun.
thinking back,
being a child is so much fun.

2009-08-01T22:40:00.003+08:00

i flipped my phone open.
hesistated.
whether or not to send that message.
so not ready, i guessed.

dunno what's wrong with abigail.
whole day playing word challenge. @_@ reached home saw her playing, after jap class still playing, dinner time still playing, after bath still playing. what's wrong with her. -.-"

grandma asked me this question a few days back,
"you think, 1 or 4."
i was like huh, what she mean. so i answered 4.
den she said at least i'm not heartless. &she walked away.
i'm still trying to find out why she said that, gah. :3

indeed 4 is good.
i like you.
hah.

2009-07-30T15:05:00.004+08:00

rashes almost gone.
my temp's still hanging on 38.
my heart is like beating at 234532km/h.

its so boring staying at home.
tried to do some amaths qns just now.
do till halfway den no mood to carry on.
....
im dying to go to school

2009-07-29T18:14:00.004+08:00

adora loh.
SLEEP!
IF YOU WANT YOUR LIVER TO GROW.
:D

debilitated.yet mirthful.
f.r.i.e.n.d.s.
i love them.
thank you all for your lovely smses and gws wishes.

i'll be back.
soon.

o.t.s.n: tookkee, imma so gonna drop a tear for you when i'm back. ty alot.
love.you. :) ! physics-mate. lololollllllllllll.

2009-07-25T23:18:00.003+08:00

woke up especially early today. plus it's a weekend.
9.30 :x
last minute needa go for a checkup @ a chinese clinic.
those specialise in chinese medicine one. :o
then the doctor took my blooddd from my finger.
like lol only. -.-

den blah blah.
doctor say all those problems i have. -.-
den ask my parents buy this&that medicines for me.
den sis&bro also did the same thing.

aft tht went east coast for lunch.
den go police post report lost of ic.
and den to milk's house for jap class.

went home at 9plus.
since abi's napfa's coming,
she suggested going for night run.
so went wiv dad&her to run 2.4km.
slowpokes :x
tired tired.
needa sleep early, or else doctor will complain. @@"
BYE for now.

thanks jiewei! love you. :)

2009-07-24T22:40:00.001+08:00

fock.
i
have
officially
lost
my
wallet
.
my
i/c
&
$$$
.
zz.

i'm
so
angry
now
.

2009-07-22T16:46:00.003+08:00

FAT HOPE!

i prefer the lunar eclipse.

so going to fail my chineseee o level lor.
bla. what's done is done. what can i do anyway?

wlao.
wlao.
WALAO.
WALAO.

2's just nice, 3's a crowd.

2009-07-21T22:26:00.003+08:00

seems like everyone's changing..

i want to work hard, but i can't.
i want to prove to misser that im hardworking.
i want to stop getting distracted easily.
i want to start sleeping early.
i want to win louise. [LOL. she force me to write.]
i want to be motivated.

i want so many things, yet i cant achieve it..
don't be greedy. i guess.

p/s: i hate millipedes.
somthing stupid occurred just now.

p/s also: shiting rocks. ;]

2009-07-19T18:43:00.002+08:00

yo.
looks can be deceiving.
dont you agree?

c'mon. you're just hurting yourself.
ain't affecting none of us. :P

you're my remedy. ♥
i jump.hop.bounce when i see you.